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Raised in Washington State. High school and beauty school grad. Never married, (thank my lucky stars.)

Never had children (plan to keep it that way.) I'm just not wired for it. Need too much quiet time, and peace, not to mention space and clarity. I am an aunt though, and love those kids :) (But I also live with them,so I'm also frazzled a lot of the time.)

Naturally spiritual person, curious, intent & present.

Shy unless someone else starts the conversation, hermitish (in both social and Tarot sense.) Honest of heart. See people pretty non-judgmentally, a little too meek for own good, working on that.

Lost my soul a few years ago learning practical lesson in operation of Belief Systems. Recovering nicely I think, all things considered. It's been a slow and difficult path though.

I'm not too political, vote whoever I feel I can trust most out of the options. (Went with President Bush twice and President Obama this time.)

Discovered Firefly (the greatest TV show ever made - and I'm a raging Star Trek fan all my life.) So now I'm having some fun following Joss Whedon and the Firefly cast into their new entertainment projects. TV: Castle -abc, Dollhouse - fox there's more in film but I'm drawing a blank on the titles :)

Was exiled to Georgia for 6 1/2 years, now I'm back home in Washington. Through a weird turn of events our move home didn't turn out as planned and we are still, 2.5 years later, trying to work that all out.

Was trying my hand at writing stories I thought I might submit for publication. But that's been on hold for well over 2 years now. Between getting ready for the move, moving, and being here - never knowing when we were going to leave - just coasting from day to day thinking things were going to change soon and we'd finally move into our own place and then I'd get back to writing. Two years later, I'm still waiting...

Sun Sign Scorpio, Moon Sign Taurus, Rising Sign Taurus.

Sensing way is "Feeler" But also "Audiant" though have had many visual experiences and occasional Knowing experiences. Feeler and Audiant are just dominant.

Very verbally and touch oriented.

Spiritual attractions are Faeries and that belief-system, Wicca, witchcraft, paganism (haven't decided yet,) Athena, Diana, Danu, Hecate, Cernunnos. DESPERATE FOR INFORMATION ABOUT ASPELENIE. Been reading Dora Van Gelder, Evenwintz and others about fairies, can't find enough actually. Studying The Secret, by Rhonda Byrne & it's source material and Deepak Chopra's stuff - right now. And as always going back to Gregg Braden and Wayne Dyer. They always seem to have something to further my work.

Been watching Ghost Hunters on Sci-Fi channel, learning bits there. Trying to get more clues about the Field. Seeing correlations, at least, between conditions that supposedly give rise to ghosts and other "paranormal" events and the conditions that enhance or aid Intention (as Lynn McTaggart found in The Intention Experiment, book.)

Also heavily influenced by The Holographic Universe, by Michael Talbot.

Have had many "paranormal" experiences which I try to synthesize with the study I've done to work into a cohesive understanding. Basically building my own Belief System one "bubble" at a time. (See journal entry about belief systems to get that.)

Not at all the kind of person who can coast along just because something feels good. "Feels good" gets me looking and paying attention. But I need to understand how I relate to something, what's got me hooked, and how it relates to what else I believe before I can settle down and sort of spiritually "lay down roots."

Still working that out. But after what I went through before, which basically wiped my spiritual hard drive...I'm doing pretty well I think. Though, I really - really don't like not feeling settled - about anything. I still don't feel like ME yet, if that makes any sense.

Tend to be casual, serious, playfully sarcastic, need order, beauty, space, time, quiet, like to play and hang out but rarely find people who "get" me or who I also relate to. Too deep,too intent, too not Christian, too analytical... but it's me, what am I gonna do? Pretend? So my lifestyle is mainly hanging at home with the family, reading, watching tv, trying to meditate when I can, helping take care of the kids in this not too good situation (on top of other issues and the crowding one niece has Herbs palsy - not too serious but one of my nephews has autism - which is becoming more worrisome as he gets older and stronger.)

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